Why should any girl leave their house after marriage? In that case, even the boy should leave his house.. After all, she is also the same human being with same bondings right.. To be honest, the bond between her and her parents are rather stronger than any boy..
How could someone be like friends after marriage with whom they love? I really want to get this out of my brain or I might end up with some kinda stroke..
Marriage – In childhood and until falling in love.. It is really happiness, celebration and loads of fun but that was from the visitor part, the real untold story resides with the couple marrying and the one who can see “their” future..
C’mon once you are going to marry, you no longer can be a girl or son to your parent..
Once you get married for sexual attraction, age matter or should settle down for parents sake or someone else’s, you end up with a baby calling you papa or mama in no time since “that time” will not be in your hands – oldies and everyone around bugs with asking the same stupid question like they are going to carry and look after..
Once you get married.. uff how could someone marry.. It’s like just yesterday we left the college, finished daily routines in home and tuition, played on sunday.. Feeling that we got old, our parents getting older and even closer to death.. Yuckkk!! These thoughts are sucking me so badly, I’m losing my senses and sleep..
Losing love – These days it has become common to hear my relationship is complicated from a girl/boy(mostly) due to the incorrect ratio of population but the pain isn’t varying.. I really don’t know that everyone feels the same pain or everyone feels like that they had only those special deep feelings over the deep intense relationship they had.. I mean,
It’s too hard me to stare at the door where she used to shine like a star now and then, toughest to believe that she’s no longer going to appear in that room, much more harder to believe that she won’t stand by that gate and watching kids play or even stronger that I can’t hear her humming.. I can’t take it anymore to live without her.. She is my first thought, oops she is the only thought I’ve consistently in my daily routine.
Really obsessed.. I can’t give up.. Can’t imagine she going with someone else.. The thought of someone touching her, fulfilling her wishes, taking her away killing me, the point of rejection and admitting is still a nightmare..
Right from the beginning of the day, if she’s here she could have played that morning raaga, she likes that mantra when mom doing pooja, in breakfast – she prepares that dish so well, while dressing up she’s the best selector, perfectionist for me.. While going to job, “hey that dress suits her/should take her sometime/she could have seen this now”, In office, I miss her ideology, lunch box misses her hands magic feeling and at the end of the day her warm smile, quick logics and silence glow.. what not everything of her is soo in mee.. Need not to say about weekend.. She got incorporated even she don’t realize hoe much she became part of my life without living together..
What elders need is solid background, caste and the shastra..!! Even she supports the same.. She wants to get married or else age may effect the life of next generation.. Still, I believe in her decision making 😏 I’m obsessed I know.. But , losing her is really killing me everyday.. Sucking my soul with stress, disfiguring myself unknowingly.. It’s not someone else comes in my life..
I need only her!! God might be busy with innumerable number of wishes but I really wish to get my wish fulfilled, after all the least we need is the happiness and love in life till death right 😪
What else we want when we see our loved ones holding us in comfort.. (Of course, few bucks without struggling them at any point of time to live though)